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hello there ! Alamak , ini post terakhir of April . Aku susah lah nak online nanti time vacation tu kan . Okay lusa the journey begin . I've already pack my things . Done everything . Myohmy 1st May baru aku nak balik . Dah bulan May aku balik nanti --' Dah la Perak tu privacy macam bangang no network coverage . Okay chill yana . Thats what we callin quality of time dengan family . 1 month je lagikan . So its fair la to stay away from other things and ensure Im havin a good time with my family :) Okay enough . Resume to the topic . Yeah that feelin of insecure is true . Its DOUBT actually . Why do i feel this way ? I dont even know how to explain . There is no words can describe this damn feeling . But what do I realise is I hate this feelin . Last night pukul 4pagi mata aku nak lelap . Amacam pagi mata aku dah bengkak and sepet . Aku suka . That damn songs I wont give up just played on and on . Keep on playing till aku terlelap . For the first time aku pakai baju dia semalam , bawak tido . Sebelum ni aku tak pakai . Aku simpan dalam beg yang dia bagi tu . Sebab aku takut bau perfume tu hilang . Bila bangun pagi tadi , rasa sakit bertambah bila aku pakai baju lain , perfume dia masih lekat dekat aku . Sorry , I have too . Maybe youu are too good for me . Tiba tiba aku teringat malam yang kau kiss tangan aku and say good night before kita berpisah , teringat kau sapu air mata aku , tengok kau melangkah dengan senyuman padahal aku teresak esak . Sesak nafas aku . Biar hati aku macam ni . Okay , We gonna be just fine :')
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