february ,
hey . tired . just got back from physic class . and this is news about k .
k ,
if you try to make me pist off , crying and yelling . CONGRATULATIONS . you just did . but i want you to know , from now on .. even though you make me perturb . it wont change my mine to be with you ONCE again . ill make my confession here . i was jeolous seeing you with her . i do . and i feel like dying slowly .its really hurt me the most .and its hard to know that you put all the blame on me . most harder is we are in the same school . so i had to see what hurt me the most . i keep trying to smile . khairul , you bodoh !
e ,
im sory , im not trying to hurt your feeling . you are my hot chocholate in winter . you treat me nicely . sometimes i feel i was meany . i am with you but my memory still on him . sory sayang . really love you even you were apart from me . i wanna you to know . even i kept mensioning him , but you are better than him . you took care of me nicely . thanks for being understanding . you are the best thing that have been mine sayang .. i really mean it . ily :)
heart ,
t.azmahani though me something that make me realise something . she draw a heart and she ask what was i thinking when i see it ?
1.love
2.miss
3.hope
4.hapiness
5.appriaciating
then she draw a broken heart , she ask me again . what was in my mind ?
1.crying
2.dissapointed
3.angry
4.hurt
5.give up
she ask me : 'if someone cheat you , you feel all the things that you mentioned about the broken heart . and i ask you , did you cry , angry and feel dissapointed because he was cheat and unfaithfull ? or you feel that way because you missed the moment when you were happy being with him .? you missed to be loved and miss by him ? which one ? "
i choose: i miss that moment. not because what he had done to me . its makes me realise something .
thamks teacher , you give me something usefull tips :)
