hey , im on my way to survive my life without you . im strugling to forget you . and i find it was hard to do . but this is it . the one we call destiny . my fate wasnt with you . the hardest part is to forget you . how could i forgot your warm embrace ? your sweetest lips ? how could i replace you ? never ! you used to be my sweetest dream , not for now . you are becoming my nightmare . for a while , i patient for you and i never expect this kind of returns . seeing you is just like killing myself slowly . apart from you just turn my life upside down . God , he is the one who being unfaithfull , he is the one who cheat me the most . how could i still love him ? i thought i could hate him . my heart just wont let it happen . in mysterious way , i still count on him . but he is fain to let me go . so why not my heaRt do the same ? why ? siriously , im gonna miss you a lot . sometimes , i was thinking . how could they easily love someone ? how could they easily leave the one who they had love ? how could they see the one they love with someone else without feel the pain ? HOW IS IT ? the pain still there :') .
this is what my cousin , eyrah said to me :
"yana , you ni bodoh tahu ? you sayang orang yang lukakan hati you . you still nak trust dia ? masih nak dekat dia ? tak serik ? jangan jadi buta''
memey :
"lelaki yana . diorang susah untuk kita faham . but hang kena ingat , lelaki zaman sekarang susah nak cari yang betul betul ikhlas dengan kita . ayat diorang berbunga . hm dia tak fikir salah dia sebab dia tak ada akal ! dia buta . trust aku yana , semua ni jadi ada hikmahnya . atleast hang dapat tahu siapa khairul sebenarnya dan hang nampak siapa yang sayangkan hang . dugaan memang akan selalu ada , jadi kan tu semangat hang , yana . jangan kalah dengan diri sendiri :)"
yes , i was endevour to be fine all the times . but how could i throw this damn feeling easily .
hafeez :
"people get hurt everytime , yana . no worries lah . time heals everthing . dont be too stupid to cry over someone that has cheat you , dear . its not people doesnt love you . it just you got the one that doesnt know how to appriciate you . :)
thanks . love all of you . thanks for the advise :D
