bibik ,izz , akim en umi ay bayview :) syyggg izzz .. mwahh <3
erhhh. i hate diz day . evrybdy wre yelling at me .. en i was crying en crying en crying !!!!!! stop duin diz to me . stop hurting me . all of you wre making me suffer . plisssssssssss . juz stop duin diz !! erhhhh ..(yawningggg) .
sugesstion: asrama
yessss , yesss . mmg ak nk msok asrma . kno y ? im sick wit all da drama in my own house !!! gosh . papa nvr cares bout me . mama always nagging at me .. en now i had fighting wit khairul . ma life is ruin !! capital for da word RUIN .im tired to cried . tired to feel very down .like im nothing usefull . wake up people . im juz an ordinary gull dat never escape from duin mistake . oke ? sow , for diz suggestion . i dnt even ask papa yet . seems he is to bz wit his work . so i tried not to bother him ..erhhh , man r always irritating . syeera said dat en i agreed . they r irritating ! skulls quite fine today . juz got period pain in skull . grrrrr . feel like wan to bite sum1 .herrh .luckily i dnt hve any hw today .
title of da day : very sick evening en today is "Cry day"
herrrrrrhhh . papa got meeting in bayview for two days en he got rooms . goshh >>>> . wen i was in da kitchen . we had a conversation .
papa:got any hw today?
yana:yes
papa: lot of hw huh ?
yana:nope.
papa:do you mind to bring ur little brother to bayview ?
yana:wat for?
papa:i got room at bayview.
yana:owh.
papa:do you mind to accompony them ?
yana:no.
papa:have fun.
yana.huh?
hve fun ? erhhh . they make me sick en you stil not realise dat !
den , i go to bayview . thinking of peace . coz frm the pool . you can see dat they have a very nice view . its an ocean . ocean does make me feel calm ...
hhuuh . frm here , i started to think bout khairul .. i do call im . but seems he doesnt wan to talk with me ! he even doesnt recognise ma voice !!!! dat make me feel a little bit sad . i was thinking , y he would not really wan to talk with me ? he had a long conversation wit fara . so y not wit me ? it is hard to do ? most irritating part is he called fara . not texting . he even very hard to cal his own gulfie . but he can cal his gulfie bestie en dats really hurt me da most !!!without realising dat i was crying on dat time ! erhhh .las texting frm me , he even not reply it . en dat makes me feel very mad en like wan to shoouttt . but , i had ma emotional under control ..ondwy home , i was fighting wit mama in car !!!!!!!!!!!!! erhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . gtg . im sick !!
