Hi. Assalamualaikum.
It has been awhile since my last post. I miss writing, unfortunately it seems I could not find any free time to write. I miss writing, I miss how I feel whenever I finish my writing.
How's your life? I pray it would always be as good as it should be? How's mine? Well, I do not know where to begin. Life was......
Well, there is too many people come and go and some even stay. Thank you for those who stay.
As older as I get, I find my life becoming more complicated. That's how I describe my life to people lately. Sometimes I could breath normally, sometimes I am suffocating in my own tears. Well for now, I am glad I had finish my degree. Alhamdulilah. But life has knocked me down, and last month was the worst knock down ever. I am not happy. Do you?
I barely feel anything nowadays. But sometimes my heart and my mind was like........... no words could explain that. Past few months, was the worst part of my life, till now. I am at my worst. My worst. My best friends were heartache, migraines, tears and sorrow. and You?
But....... I always have my mom and my dad. Yes, my father. I miss having conversation with him. I miss him, I miss his wise words.
And my best friends. Thank you.
I am still breathing, and I have lost myself again. Nowhere to be found. Yet. Not as far as I concerned.
Hey, I am tired and I am giving up with everything.
